Jesus, through this frantic world, could you just hold me still?
I don't want to be happy.
I do not want comfort,
for these things pass.
O How I long to be still, still, still with you.
I've had enough,
and nothing else will satisfy.
and there is nothing I won't do
to be still with you.
Let the world keep spinning,
Let it spin until I'm sick,
but Jesus, hold me still.
I want to be unmoving
when life moves lightning fast,
blowing me apart,
and leaving torment in its wake.
There is not much I can count on here.
People lie and use each other.
People die and people leave and
my world spins upside-down.
Just freeze me in your constant stop.
Still my thoughts, Still my heart, Still my being.
Still my all.
Your stillness,
dear sweet stillness,
doesn't have to feel good.
Only make your stillness last.
and Jesus,
Bind me to your cross forever,
for that is where the greatest peace is.
-Laura Marie Hall Paxton,
01/10/15
